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joey  

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  • Angsty Poet
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  • Deviant since Jun 22, 2004, 2:57 AM
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AdaptationIt is not the memory  of all your careless words and  
cold gestures  that keeps up me up at night,  
but the thought of  
being  without you.  
 
In your shadow I have become like  a desert plant -  capable of soaking myself full of love when I can get it  (capable of lasting through  long droughts).  
 
And so this love has come to feel  like a favourite childhood blanket that  has worn thin and scratchy,  but I feel safe in your thorny arms, those  well-rehearsed scenes  (you know all my lines and  every inch of my body).   
Except Adaptation
in Open on 3/18/08
I NeverI've been meaning to say -   
It is a shame  
we never ...   
We could have hurt  each other beautifully,                    artfully.  I have experience there and I think  maybe, so do you              (there is a scarred look in your eyes               sometimes).  
 
So it really is sad  we never ...   
I am sure we could have  
touched  ea I Never
in Open on 12/4/07
SinfulOur nights are stolen:             our lovers,             our lives  stripped at the door,   
leaving only  our scarred bodies  
suspended between fleeting present and  uncertain future. Sinful
in Open on 12/1/07
EvolutionWhile you were gone  I grew out my heart.  
Everything was empty,  
and I just needed a change of place.  
 
I wanted to be free of  your dirty love,  thought I'd date other fish,  grow up, move on.  
 
Nothing hurts forever,  and some men tried to  kiss it all better.  But no one kisses like you do.  
 
And every night  the shadow of the memory of you  crawled into bed with me  and held me tight.  
 
And time stretched and grew  and then it collapsed in on itself violently  and when we looked up and dusted ourselves off  we were Evolution
in Open on 8/12/07
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Journal Entry: Fri Jun 23, 2006, 12:48 PM


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  • Current Age: 23
  • Current Residence: italy
  • Interests: music, writing, art, theatre
  • Favourite movie: out of africa
  • Favourite band or musician: placebo
  • Favourite artist: monet, de lempicka
  • Favourite poet or writer: ayn rand
  • Personal Quote: "the question is not who will let me, but who is going to stop me" ~ayn rand
  • Tools of the Trade: pen and paper

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*TheFavoritesProject:iconTheFavoritesProject: Feb 1, 2008, 1:09:44 AM
Hello! Your poem has just been featured! [link] and [link]
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Apr 2, 2007, 12:13:26 PM
Oh, wow, I didn't even see this until just now. Thank you so much for your kind words, Alanna! :blushes:
Thank you for this compliment and for all your wonderful, constructive comments you leave on my deviations. :w00t:

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
~AlannaJohan:iconAlannaJohan: Apr 1, 2007, 2:55:25 PM
Your work continues to impress me for it's emotively descriptive and naturally rhythmic structure. One of DA's most raw talents!

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Divided Creativity:

Portraiture: ~AlannaJohan-Imagery

Words: ~AlannaJohan
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Jun 11, 2006, 7:47:22 AM
Thanks for adding me, surrfant! Glad you like my gallery.

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
~surrfant:iconsurrfant: Jun 9, 2006, 5:17:48 PM
Your gallery is pretty cool. Don't mind me as I add you to my watch list.
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Jun 4, 2006, 7:38:17 AM
I'm gooood! Busy and stuff, but good-busy. Uni and writing and extracurriculars and such. And you? Where've you been?

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
~DressedInBlack:iconDressedInBlack: May 30, 2006, 6:07:13 AM
:boing: i'm back, yes. how are you?

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„Ich mag das so, dass du schweigst, wenn du weißt, dass es an der Zeit ist“.
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Apr 14, 2006, 11:43:15 AM
Glad to hear you like my writing! Thanx for reading.

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
~Blazor-rade:iconBlazor-rade: Apr 5, 2006, 11:25:42 PM
I think your stuff is interesting, I can relate to a lot of things you say.
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Feb 27, 2006, 3:16:59 AM
*blushes*
Why thank you. :)

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
=liart66:iconliart66: Feb 27, 2006, 1:46:19 AM
:blowkiss:

you are so beautiful

:heart:
Sarah

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"We are going down in flames captain, what do we do?"

After reviewing all options the fearless Captain replies, "TurN uP ThE MuSiC!" ~3Darmy

:fusionrock:
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Feb 25, 2006, 9:19:55 AM
You're welcome! It's hilarious stuff. =p

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
`fleet21:iconfleet21: Feb 24, 2006, 6:41:29 AM
Thank you very much for adding my bible poem to your faves :)
It is highly appreciated!

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R. Eames / S. Mayer
Smertiest Smerter.
~cyanide-junkie:iconcyanide-junkie: Feb 16, 2006, 8:58:34 PM
Can't remember adding you, but ya know, I'm glad I did. Some damn good stuff.

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"The face in the mirror won't stop.
The girl in the window won't drop.
A feast of friends, "Alive!" She cries.
Waiting for me outside."
-- WHEN THE MUSIC'S OVER by The Doors
My lit account: ~precautions
~boundlessgravity:iconboundlessgravity: Feb 13, 2006, 3:52:36 AM
Thanks for the add; take it easy :D

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Your humbleness is showing:
~nothing-but-a-shadow:iconnothing-but-a-shadow: Jan 18, 2006, 3:33:31 PM
Yeah, that's true actually, I much prefer being happy! Well, my plan is anyway to get some books published before I got to uni so I have LOTS of money to see me through :D lol x

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<<Once I thought I loved you, but now at last I see, you were nothing but a shadow, and never gave your heart to me>>

Tallulah Mae Kelso
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Jan 17, 2006, 2:25:21 PM
You're very welcome. It was deserved!

I know! The happier I am about life, the less I feel capable of writing. The trick is to just write anyway and spend a lot of time editing. It helps a little. Still, I'd much rather be a failure as a poet and happy than depressed and famous. :giggle:

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
~nothing-but-a-shadow:iconnothing-but-a-shadow: Jan 16, 2006, 1:34:32 PM
Thanks for the comment!! And omg, how hard is it to write poems when you're happy? I've just got over a block i've had for like the past THREE MONTHS!! lol

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<<Once I thought I loved you, but now at last I see, you were nothing but a shadow, and never gave your heart to me>>

Tallulah Mae Kelso
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Dec 16, 2005, 5:39:38 AM
Yeah, I've been on DA for a while, I just forget to post my stuff here.

I'll add you, too, 'cause your pics are awesome.

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
~vice-versa:iconvice-versa: Dec 7, 2005, 7:08:35 PM
I didn't know you had DA.

I suppose I'll add you and hope that you post some more poetry (or the end of your NaNo, because I want to know what happens after chapter 12...).

:+devwatch:

See ya around.

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Laurel
~DressedInBlack:iconDressedInBlack: Aug 2, 2005, 9:29:37 AM
hey lady!

finally i'm back. hope to hear from you soon. how are you?

:hearts:
mel

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„Ich mag das so, dass du schweigst, wenn du weißt, dass es an der Zeit ist“.
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Jul 16, 2005, 2:26:29 AM
Thanks. You too!

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
~dishwasher-safe:icondishwasher-safe: Jul 14, 2005, 4:13:52 PM
Good stuff, hope ya have a great time!
~BlackEyedGirl:iconBlackEyedGirl: Jul 14, 2005, 11:23:21 AM
I'm going to the good ol' US of A for two weeks to visit friends, then I am spending the rest of my semester break at my parent's house in Italy. It shall be great fun.

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"Robert ... I'm trying to change my heathen ways ... would you have my soul condemned over rice?"
- Bucky
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